BIG ?

04.30 am..

Tuhan buat aku lupa ingatan supaya sakitnya hilang.. capekk harus terbangun pagi buta begini cuma gara2 sakitnya datang lagi.. kasian mata ini harus terus mengeluarkan airnya lagi :(

mungkin kalau dia tau ini cuma gara2 ulangtahun, dia akan berpikir i'm too childish..
taekra ku peta'da emas, perak apalagi berlian.. cukup tunjukin rasa sayang dan peduli aja udah cukup.

Gw percaya 90% perempuan, hmm.. mungkin laki2 juga.. menganggap hari jadi (birthday or anniversary) is a special moment in life. I'm one of the 90% poeple, i really hope you can come to me, say happy birthday with a big hug and a little kiss and it will be more perfect if you want to spent your time to be with me (only you and me) and prepare a little gift (just like chocolate, flower or anything else). but how unfortunately i'am.. ketiduran, ga bisa datang.. okelah ya.. i can understand how busy and tired you are. but i couldn't understood and couldn't controlled my feeling when you have a free time but you already forgot my special day. Padahal hari special itu baru lewat 1 minggu honey.. For me late is better than nothing. Until today, you have not say happy birthday in direct yet, there is no hug, there is no kiss, there is no gift..
Hey.. do you know that remember someone birthday shows that you are care to the person ? it show that you really love the person ? now, i have a BIG question mark, what is the meaning i am for you ??